Cant it be morning already?

I cant sleep. My finger hurts but blogging is the only thing that really helps. I was just telling Mariam how i painted my wounded blue-ish fingernail black. Yes I'm whining because it's still bleeding. And i cant find a bandaid anywhere. But whatever.
I need to clear my head to sleep which means i need Ehab and my baby (my creditless baby, locked up in some crappy drawer). The cruel cruel world.
I need new shoes. Shopping makes me feel better. Next time we go out, we go shopping, Mariam.
Tomorrow i will wear blue.
Today i miss sunshine.
Yesterday, glad its over.

Blah blah blah blah.

See. I'm going all loopy now.
I'll just go lie in bed and wait till i fall asleep.
Night.