too-much-heartbreak alert.

Sometimes i want revenge. Revenge for all the heartbreaks, the tears, the broken promises, the memories, the lies.
I want revenge, not to hurt but to release myself from the hurt. If that even makes sense.
They say that what you get when you don't get what you want makes you into a stronger person.
But what if you don't want to be strong? what if you want to stay naive and vulnerable? un-pricked.
The thing is, it doesn't matter what you want. Whatever life has in store, it shoves it in your face when you least expect it. Don't try to duck, it wont work. Instead find a better way to catch it.
Is revenge one way? probably not. Fight life, not people. Be yourself and move on even when it kills.